Breathe?
"but at the same time, i wish there was something i wanted"
as badly as he wanted to fry himself
10 November 2009 @ 10:44 pm
14 October 2009 @ 08:38 pm
Debating on letting this stand as is, or making it porn. I think I like writing gen. It's fun.
( Antonio was not a saint. )
( Antonio was not a saint. )
06 October 2009 @ 12:20 am
Series: Axis Powers Hetalia
Words: 1740
Pairings: America/England
Notes: England's eyebrows as an erogenous spot. LOOK AT WHAT YOU GUYS MADE ME DO.
( It was Arthur's little secret. )
Words: 1740
Pairings: America/England
Notes: England's eyebrows as an erogenous spot. LOOK AT WHAT YOU GUYS MADE ME DO.
( It was Arthur's little secret. )
Feeling: 
accomplished
accomplished08 September 2009 @ 12:01 am
Summary: It's 1776, America goes to Spain and France for help. England pwnage happens. Then buttsex.![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
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If you could translate this I'll have over 9000 babies just for you. Or if you don't like babies you'll get my worship.
Original post here
Feeling: 
hyper
hyper13 August 2009 @ 02:28 am
09 August 2009 @ 06:59 am
17 July 2009 @ 03:54 am
Fandom: Axis Powers Hetalia
Words: 2948
Pairing: None. Canada, France centric
Notes: Gift-fic/fic trade forhistoryblitz, who has some lovely writing of her own. No historical relevance.
I Will Think of Something
( His boots cracked on the dirt path that led to his reclusive home in a place where trees were everywhere, a sky that stretched for miles before the dizzying fall to a nearly untouched earth. )
Words: 2948
Pairing: None. Canada, France centric
Notes: Gift-fic/fic trade for
historyblitz, who has some lovely writing of her own. No historical relevance.( His boots cracked on the dirt path that led to his reclusive home in a place where trees were everywhere, a sky that stretched for miles before the dizzying fall to a nearly untouched earth. )
Feeling: 
happy
happy26 May 2009 @ 12:41 am
Series: Axis Powers Hetalia
Words: 3133
Pairings: Voyeur France/Switzerland/Gun
Notes: 1800-ish. After Switzerland was made into a satellite state by Napoleon. Also, French manners say that both your hands stay on the dinner table. If Wikipedia is to be trusted, Switzerland pretty much has the same manners. Oh, and this.
ALSO, FOR THE AWESOME GUYS ON IRC. I WOULDN'T HAVE FINISHED IT. REALLY.
AND THEN FRANCE FAPPED FURIOUSLY~
( Maybe Switzerland had learned to kill any form of desire out of sheer desperation and isolation. France gave a horrified gasp at the thought. )
Words: 3133
Pairings: Voyeur France/Switzerland/Gun
Notes: 1800-ish. After Switzerland was made into a satellite state by Napoleon. Also, French manners say that both your hands stay on the dinner table. If Wikipedia is to be trusted, Switzerland pretty much has the same manners. Oh, and this.
ALSO, FOR THE AWESOME GUYS ON IRC. I WOULDN'T HAVE FINISHED IT. REALLY.
AND THEN FRANCE FAPPED FURIOUSLY~
( Maybe Switzerland had learned to kill any form of desire out of sheer desperation and isolation. France gave a horrified gasp at the thought. )
Feeling: amused
amused17 May 2009 @ 08:11 pm
Series: Axis Powers Hetalia
Words: 875
Pairing: Spain/S.Italy
Notes: Prompt: PINK. FUCKING. CUSHIONS. Done for some lovely anons. I hope you like!
( That wasn't new. )
--Gasp~
Words: 875
Pairing: Spain/S.Italy
Notes: Prompt: PINK. FUCKING. CUSHIONS. Done for some lovely anons. I hope you like!
( That wasn't new. )
--Gasp~
Feeling: 
nervous
nervous23 October 2008 @ 03:22 am
I like to think of myself as The Big Three: Reading, writing and editing. Maybe it's more like The Big Two, since editing is probably not at the top of most people's Enjoyment List. The point is that I like words. Every word has a meaning and every thing has a word for it. Words are names. Unfortunately I'm not very good with names and that's why I edit; I'm not a writer.
Let's talk about the word "loquacious".
I was very excited to remember "loquacious" because I have such a small vocabulary, and being a three-syllable word it fits well with my Impressive Sounding Words that I keep in my Just In Case arsenal. Sadly they're usually negative words like "misanthropic" and "lackadaisical". Note that those are about the extent of my Impressive Sounding Words (I always have a dictionary nearby when editing, Just In Case).
"Loquacious", while negative, starts with an "L", and "L" is probably my favorite letter. But that's not the only reason I like "loquacious". Loquacious makes me think that it might be the name of a ridiculously evil character like "Lucius" or "Silvester". It's a silly word for a silly person. But "loquacious" is said lovingly, like all adjectives that begin with the letter "L".
I know a few people who are loquacious, and while I sometimes want to beat them with the largest book nearby, I listen listlessly and pretend to be a very intent wall while I'm talked at. But that's okay too, because I'm an editor and it's not my job to create (or create conversation). I sit on the sidelines judging everything you say by how you say it. If you're not a loquacious person though, you don't have to worry if the person you're talking to is an editor or not. You should be careful with your words, you don't know who or what's name you'll be taking out of context.
--Gasp~
Let's talk about the word "loquacious".
I was very excited to remember "loquacious" because I have such a small vocabulary, and being a three-syllable word it fits well with my Impressive Sounding Words that I keep in my Just In Case arsenal. Sadly they're usually negative words like "misanthropic" and "lackadaisical". Note that those are about the extent of my Impressive Sounding Words (I always have a dictionary nearby when editing, Just In Case).
"Loquacious", while negative, starts with an "L", and "L" is probably my favorite letter. But that's not the only reason I like "loquacious". Loquacious makes me think that it might be the name of a ridiculously evil character like "Lucius" or "Silvester". It's a silly word for a silly person. But "loquacious" is said lovingly, like all adjectives that begin with the letter "L".
I know a few people who are loquacious, and while I sometimes want to beat them with the largest book nearby, I listen listlessly and pretend to be a very intent wall while I'm talked at. But that's okay too, because I'm an editor and it's not my job to create (or create conversation). I sit on the sidelines judging everything you say by how you say it. If you're not a loquacious person though, you don't have to worry if the person you're talking to is an editor or not. You should be careful with your words, you don't know who or what's name you'll be taking out of context.
--Gasp~
Feeling: mellow
mellow31 October 2007 @ 03:19 pm
Game: Kingdom Hearts
Words: 208
Pairing: None; Luxord centric
Notes: For![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif)
20_heartbeats Please criticize.
♠ ♣ ♥ ♦
Waiting
♠ ♣ ♥ ♦
( ... the thing that bothered him most was that the Heartless moved so perpetually, yet they never made a noise. )
--Gasp~
Words: 208
Pairing: None; Luxord centric
Notes: For
20_heartbeats Please criticize.Waiting
♠ ♣ ♥ ♦
( ... the thing that bothered him most was that the Heartless moved so perpetually, yet they never made a noise. )
--Gasp~
Feeling: content
content26 May 2007 @ 10:22 pm
Game: Kingdom Hearts II
Words: 234
Pairing: None. Luxord-centric
Notes: Not betaed. First KH writing EVER. For20_heartbeats. Constructive criticism is welcome.
♠ ♣ ♥ ♦
Thoughts Toward Void
♠ ♣ ♥ ♦
( Their place of faux power Once Upon a Time was now exactly what they feared. )
--Gasp~
Words: 234
Pairing: None. Luxord-centric
Notes: Not betaed. First KH writing EVER. For
20_heartbeats. Constructive criticism is welcome.Thoughts Toward Void
♠ ♣ ♥ ♦
( Their place of faux power Once Upon a Time was now exactly what they feared. )
--Gasp~
Feeling: pleased
pleased25 May 2007 @ 09:26 pm
20_heartbeats Challenge List I chose Luxord, and Axel/Roxas. I'm going to flex my drawing muscle and try to draw Akuroku, and every Akuroku I draw, I'll write Luxord. And huzzah for html! It makes check boxes possible x3
Lux.| Akuroku
☑☐ 01. Absent [what do i do when you're not here] Lux.
☑☐02. Breath; Footfall [the only sound in the world] Lux.
☐☐03. Connected [coiled inescapably]
☐☐04. Create [anyone can destroy, but this is far harder]
☐☐05. Devotion [faith as sweet as a promise, sharp as a knife]
☐☐06. Figment; Fragment [is this really all you can be?]
☐☐07. Guide [take it step by step, one foot then the other]
☐☐08. Holy [to bathe in water so pure...]
☐☐09. Ink [words written on my heart]
☐☐10. Joker [you're not very funny]
☐☐11. Late [missed the best part]
☐☐12. Morning [even the deepest night gives way]
☐☐13. Noise; Scene [make doves scatter]
☐☐14. Poison [corrupted from the inside out]
☐☐15. Renewal; Reset [not everyone gets a second chance]
☐☐16. Royalty [smothered by luxury]
☐☐17. Truth [an honest answer isn't always a kind one]
☐☐18. Violence [does it make you stronger?]
☐☐19. Waiting [learned helplessness]
☐☐20. Year [faces that stay with you forever]
Bonus:
Simple [an innocent wish to be with you]
Clean [the rest of the world melts away]
Sanctuary [to lay down hopes and dreams, with you]
Light [sudden awakening]
Passion [searching for you from within the twilight]
( The Organization's numbers and deathlist in order: )
Lux.| Akuroku
☑☐ 01. Absent [what do i do when you're not here] Lux.
☑☐02. Breath; Footfall [the only sound in the world] Lux.
☐☐03. Connected [coiled inescapably]
☐☐04. Create [anyone can destroy, but this is far harder]
☐☐05. Devotion [faith as sweet as a promise, sharp as a knife]
☐☐06. Figment; Fragment [is this really all you can be?]
☐☐07. Guide [take it step by step, one foot then the other]
☐☐08. Holy [to bathe in water so pure...]
☐☐09. Ink [words written on my heart]
☐☐10. Joker [you're not very funny]
☐☐11. Late [missed the best part]
☐☐12. Morning [even the deepest night gives way]
☐☐13. Noise; Scene [make doves scatter]
☐☐14. Poison [corrupted from the inside out]
☐☐15. Renewal; Reset [not everyone gets a second chance]
☐☐16. Royalty [smothered by luxury]
☐☐17. Truth [an honest answer isn't always a kind one]
☐☐18. Violence [does it make you stronger?]
☐☐19. Waiting [learned helplessness]
☐☐20. Year [faces that stay with you forever]
Bonus:
Simple [an innocent wish to be with you]
Clean [the rest of the world melts away]
Sanctuary [to lay down hopes and dreams, with you]
Light [sudden awakening]
Passion [searching for you from within the twilight]
( The Organization's numbers and deathlist in order: )
Feeling: calm
calm25 May 2007 @ 08:51 pm
( We assume an item is what is, because that's what we recognize it as, or have experienced and defined it as. Identity is an assumption. )
Locke, John. "An Essay Concerning Human Understanding". Modern Philosophy. Forrest E. Baird and Walter Kaufmann. New Jersey: Upper Saddle River, 2003. 208-12.
--Gasp~
Feeling: amused
amused01 May 2007 @ 05:09 pm
Notes: This here is satire. This is in no way meant to be taken seriously.
The Legitimacy of the Flying Spaghetti Monster
( Believers have faith that the Flying Spaghetti Monster created us as we are now and all scientific evidence is merely to satisfy the ignorant. )
Dembski. "The Design Revolution". 27.
Henderson, Bobby. Kansas School Board. 2005. "Open Letter to Kansas School Board".
"Intelligent Design" Wikipedia.org.
"Realism" Wikipedia.org.
Spinoza. "Appendix". Modern Philosophy. Ed. Baird, Forrest E. and Walter Kaufmann. New Jersey: Upper Saddle River, 2003. 118-169.
Spinoza. "Theologico-Political Treastise". 232-3.
Venganza.org.
Vergano, Dan. "'Spaghetti Monster' is noodling around with faith". USA Today
--Gasp~
( Believers have faith that the Flying Spaghetti Monster created us as we are now and all scientific evidence is merely to satisfy the ignorant. )
Dembski. "The Design Revolution". 27.
Henderson, Bobby. Kansas School Board. 2005. "Open Letter to Kansas School Board".
"Intelligent Design" Wikipedia.org.
"Realism" Wikipedia.org.
Spinoza. "Appendix". Modern Philosophy. Ed. Baird, Forrest E. and Walter Kaufmann. New Jersey: Upper Saddle River, 2003. 118-169.
Spinoza. "Theologico-Political Treastise". 232-3.
Venganza.org.
Vergano, Dan. "'Spaghetti Monster' is noodling around with faith". USA Today
--Gasp~
17 April 2007 @ 08:12 pm
Notes: I'm particularly proud of this essay, mainly because it challenged me to relate to completely unrelated topics to each other. I'm suffering the same problems with relating Global Warming and pirates to each other, and like to use this essay as an example to myself that yes! I can do it!
The essay won't make much sense unless you've read Balzac and the Little Chinese Seamstress by Dai Sijie and, No Name Woman by Maxine Kingston.
( Kingston’s imagination runs with a curiosity about a woman she'll never be able to ask of, just as the Seamstress runs with a curiosity that she was determined to satisfy, about the city her lover and friend had come from. )
Kingston, Maxine. "No Name Woman." The Arlington Reader: Canons and Contexts. Eds. Bloom, Lynn Z. and Louise Z. Smith. Boston. Martin's, 2003. 582-597
Sijie, Dai. Balzac and the Little Chinese Seamstress. New York Anchor Books, 2001.
--Gasp~
The essay won't make much sense unless you've read Balzac and the Little Chinese Seamstress by Dai Sijie and, No Name Woman by Maxine Kingston.
( Kingston’s imagination runs with a curiosity about a woman she'll never be able to ask of, just as the Seamstress runs with a curiosity that she was determined to satisfy, about the city her lover and friend had come from. )
Kingston, Maxine. "No Name Woman." The Arlington Reader: Canons and Contexts. Eds. Bloom, Lynn Z. and Louise Z. Smith. Boston. Martin's, 2003. 582-597
Sijie, Dai. Balzac and the Little Chinese Seamstress. New York Anchor Books, 2001.
--Gasp~
Feeling: complacent
complacentListening to: Uhn Tiss Uhn Tiss Uhn Tiss
13 April 2007 @ 01:23 am
The title of my journal is the last three lines of this poem. The Lesson of the Moth is one of my favourite poems ever, having kept the message of it with me since the first time I read it. This is the only poem I can remember that has actually effected me emotionally, not inspired a sneer or a sigh from obvious attempt to convey emotions in short, corny lines. I hate poetry. But I love this poem.
If I remember correctly, the poem was supposed to be from the view of an ant that could type, and so the lower cases are on purpose. I hope you enjoy this.
==
the lesson of the moth
by Don Marquis
==
i was talking to a moth
the other evening
he was trying to break into
an electric light bulb
and fry himself on the wires
( why do you fellows, pull this stunt i asked him )
--Gasp~
If I remember correctly, the poem was supposed to be from the view of an ant that could type, and so the lower cases are on purpose. I hope you enjoy this.
==
the lesson of the moth
by Don Marquis
==
i was talking to a moth
the other evening
he was trying to break into
an electric light bulb
and fry himself on the wires
( why do you fellows, pull this stunt i asked him )
--Gasp~
Feeling: 
tired
tired12 April 2007 @ 06:21 pm
( Descartes questioned the reality of the physical world around us, including mathematics... )
Descartes, Renee. "Meditations on the First Philosophy". Modern Philosophy. Forrest E. Baird and Walter Kaufmann. New Jersey: Upper Saddle River, 2003. 9-28.
--Gasp~
12 April 2007 @ 02:03 am
Feeling: pleased
pleased12 April 2007 @ 01:53 am
Feeling: content
content11 April 2007 @ 03:00 am
( Because I've barely achieved what I would consider a mediocre understanding of Spinoza's definitions, axioms and Appendix, I don't feel that I will have a valid opinion on his writing, and so will attempt to merely relay my interpretation of Spinoza's appendix. )
Spinoza. "Ethics (Sections I and II)" Modern Philosophy. Forrest E. Baird and Walter Kaufman. New Jersey: Upper Saddle River, 2003. 118-169
--Gasp~
Feeling: 
contemplative
contemplative10 April 2007 @ 07:22 am
Anthropologists claim that the triangle pointing downward represents female sexuality, and the triangle pointing upward, male sexuality; thus, their combination symbolizes unity and harmony. In alchemy, the two triangles symbolize *"fire" and *"water"; together, they represent the reconciliation of opposites.
http://www.menorah.org/starofdavid.h
( Old [edited] notes on the Ouroboros & Cadeceus )
I'm going to revise this later...
Feeling: contemplative
contemplative